Monday, July 30, 2012

wrong wrong wrong.

Sometimes everything just feels wrong.

Like when you go to work and everything you say is just wrong.
You are suppose to be in the water for 1 more hour and it thunders. Wrong.
You only eat fast food the entire day. So wrong.

Everyone thinks that I work so hard, but it's times like these that I really question my character as a person. Am I really doing everything I could be doing as a sister, a daughter and a friend? Am I a Christ-like individual? Right now the answer feels wrong. It feels like a big fat no.

So what can I do?
I guess the only real answer is to read my scriptures (which I don't do nearly enough), say a prayer, and go to bed.  Then I guess I'll try to make tomorrow a day that feels right. I day where I take chances and fulfill my destiny.

Whatever that  is.

God put me here for a reason and as much as I don't want to disappoint my friends, family, or even myself, his opinion is the only one that matters. Now if only I could write that down on a piece of paper and staple it to my head so I don't forget it!

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