Everything is stressful for me right now. My classes, my social life, my spirituality (or rather lack thereof). Why is balance so hard? Why is homeostasis such an important part of our lives? Why am I having such a hard time finding it?
I feel like I'm not good enough. I hate that feeling. I want to punch that feeling in the face.
My sister says that this time of my life is the time that I am going to feel that way. I'm going to feel like I'm not good enough and like God doesn't love me. She said that the only way she got over it was by going on her mission.
I hate waiting.
I know I'm not being coherent, but this is literally the sequence of events that is going on in my mind.
I think I can do this. I don't know if I can, but maybe by thinking that I can, I just will.
Let's hope
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